28 Mei 2020

Tiga hari lagi akan memasuki bulan Juni, namun pandemi corona belum juga usai. Saya lihat geliat akademisi dari luar negeri yang giat mengadakan webinar. Saya kira di Indonesia juga sama. Saya yakin banyak orang yang terpaksa berdaptasi dengan kondisi ini untuk tetap bisa berkarya, bagaimanapun caranya. Berkarya adalah masalah mengalahkan rasa “malas” diri yang sumbernya bisa beranekaragam seperti karantina mandiri bisa menjadi salah satu penyebabnya. Mengalahkan rasa malas ini tidak bisa dengan dipaksa karena bisa berujung stres yang pastinya kontraproduktif, namun harus dihadirkan rasa senang. Rasa senang ini umumnya hadir dalam hobi namun tidak dengan pekerjaan meskipun sumbernya juga dari hobi. Hal ini dimungkinkan karena pekerjaan adalah terkait dengan target ; batasan waktu, standar, dan sebagainya yang itu tidak bisa terserah kita. Ada orang lain yang menentukan.

Saya kira seberapa besar tekanan, pekerjaan harus selesai. Meskipun harus dilalui stres dan puyeng karena itu adalah satu paket. Apalagi pekerjaan yang terkait dengan mikir, pastinya stresnya berlapis. Tinggal bagaimana kita mengelolanya. Untuk menyelesaikan pastinya harus difokuskan. Tanpa fokus, pekerjaan tidak akan usai yang membuat kita lambat naik level. Pekerjaan tidak untuk keren-kerenan tapi untuk diselesaikan. Setelah selesai pindah ke pekerjaan lain karena itulah hidup. Lalu kapan berhentinya ? Mati, saat raga terpisah dengan ruh. Tapi bagi orang yang beriman, ruh ini akan dimintai pertanggungjawaban di alam lain. Berarti pekerjaan akan tetap ada meskipun bentuknya sangat berbeda dengan yang ada di dunia.

Duh, tapi diri ini masuk kategori beriman tidak ya? Hati : “_____________”.

 

After Rain

There was heavy rain coming two times this noon. The last one has just happened. This morning I revised my plan in 2019, the former was too many plans that potentially make me stressful. I plan this year I can achieve several substantial goal of my life.

The past remains the past, your future is on your hand. Be yourself !

Remember

Remember this day my friend, 5th January 2019, first week of new year. I created repeatable mistakes.

Remember this day my friend.

Remember this day my friend.

Remember this day my friend.

Please learn about this day. Don’t make you stupid. Be a strong guy !

No word

Yesterday was the ending of year 2018 and now is the beginning of new year 2019.

30 December 2018, I wouldn’t forget an accident ; my graduate building was burned. I saw directly when the fire was burning the building. This happened two weeks after 25 years celebration of this department’s birthday.

Till now, I still feeling sad because of this. Even I am not working there but its memory always be everlasting.

It’s hard start for 2019 for all people in the department. I hope you are strong facing this test.

Weekend is for Weekend

As I wrote yesterday evening, this morning I will update the progress of my works. Unfortunatelly they haven’t finish yet, one of my work is still nothing to do. Even I do much more to take relax temporarely by taking sleep or watching movie, all doesn’t impact anymore to my spirit to finish the works. All because in the weekend, I still think to my works. I always imagine to solve them. This is terrible. The result of my works not significant. Its much better for me to spend weekend for weekend, to refresh my mind by hanging out without thinking anything about works. Stop thinking seriously, enjoy the life. You can continue your works on the next weekday.

I must make my life normal. Spending time all for works is not normal that make us stress. If we go to the coffee shop in the weekend, make sure that there is no laptop in our bag. Enjoy the coffee and its people. You can also go to your mates to strengthen your friendship. Or like your long time weekend, you spend most of the time for sport. All those are good for you because you are human. Remember all those things are run on the weekend, so they doesn’t waste your time. Weekday is time for you to achieve your career dream, but weekend is for your humanity. There is several times remaining before meeting to your boss, prepare your paper !