Once upon a time, there were A and B discussing like this :
A : What things that a single woman tends to like a man ?
B : I like a man whose responsibility choosing me to be his wife
A : Hi hi hi, you talk to your self ?
B : Yes, because I remember someone
A : Who ?
B : You, yes You …
For me toilet is one of best place to reinvent ideas. I ofter read my book there or also try to deliver speech. I hate wasting time by doing something that have no benefit for my self. Somedays I got a clue for my project there. I forgot exactly about what the name of project. Reading book or paper in toilet makes me more concentrated so my reading becomes relatively faster than usual. Someday when I have a home, I want to make my toilet comfortable for reading like managing it’s air circulation and choosing seat-kloset (kloset duduk) of course.
I think that’s all, I have just finished my beol :p
When I am reading some articles in one of public library in Bandung, there are two young woman, both use hijab. They are talking each other by doing works with laptop. I like one of them, a young-pinky girl with eye-glass. I like her style, clothes, and smile. I just observe from 2 meters in front of her. I can not speak more than just said “sama-sama” when She thanked to me after my permission to her friend charging her laptop in my table. I am ashamed to just say “Hi” or look her face more.
The title above looks controversial. It reflects what I feel nowdays. I still have no ambition to start finishing my thesis. I know what’s part I must begin, but it is beaten by another plans that have no direct relation to my work in present time. I read another references and watched films. I know all of that things are ways to improve my English but are sufficienty enough now. I must stay focus with my thesis, do part by part patiently even it temporary makes me boring.
I this semester I have no lecture, so much of my time spent in my room. I usually don’t go to campus but if I have meeting or collect datas. I said to my father that in the end of this month, I will finish my thesis, bismillah.
Bandung, October 3rd, 2016