You should die if you have no hope anymore. Hope is soul of life so it must be kept in every day’s life. Without it, we have no direction so we will walk in random. Life your hope by thinking optimism. Like Obama said in his past campaign “Yes we can believe in”.
It is not easy to understand someone that you interest with. When you met in the first time, you feel awkward to ask her hanging out with you in some day. Even she said “ok”, it is not as simple as that. You need to be patient because of time is not clearly scheduled. When you ready, she is not. All is about “timing”. One and only you need is waiting. Let you enjoy the process.